Top 10 Reasons I Hate My Life

10.) No job. Still. No prospects. No qualifications to get me a good job. When I do get a job- I can rest assured that it will be a mindless, low-paying job that will only make me hate my life more.

9.) No money. Not even enough money to keep gas in my car.

8.) I'm breaking out. Stress? Bad diet? Both? I don't know. But I have more zits on my face now than I have in a long time. Fun!

7.) No health insurance. Which means when I need a refill on my anti-depressants it will cost me about $250 (in other words, I won't be able to get them refilled). So I will be off my medication. So I have that to look forward to.

6.) I'm in therapy and I don't think I can afford to keep going.

5.) I turn 26 next month. That's almost 30. I have nothing to show for it. I always thought things would be so different by now.

4.) The last 5 years have gone by in a haze of depression, alcohol, and laziness.

3.) I owe money on my credit card, and can only afford to make the minimum payments, which means my balance will probably never be paid off.

2.) I know being negative like this is hurting, not helping.

1.) I can't think of anything to smile about....